But I have been blue. And I have been doubtful. And I need a spark and a kick in the ass. I know that I might been hoping for too much but I feel excited. Like really excited, and truthfully I haven't felt this way about anything in weeks.
The plan for now is to drive in very late tonight, Saturday morning some girl time with my best friend in college probably getting breakfast at iHop where we would always go around 2am when everyone was drunk and discussing boy problems or general fabulousness. Maybe walk to campus or Mill after that and maybe meet up with some of my girl friends. Then dinner at my FAVORITE RESTAURANT La Bocca, and maybe some clubbing on the strip or in Scottsdale. Sunday is open for now but I would like to walk up "A" Mountain with my boyfriend like we used to. And maybe see anyone else during the day.
And maybe I'll be disappointed and my friends and I won't be the same, and maybe I won't be inspired by being on my old campus, and maybe it's just be like any other trip. But I hope not.
And I'm doing my old pre-visit rituals before I'd commute to San Diego from Phoenix, like packing, cleaning my room, clipping my nails, sharpening the eye brows, getting my car washed, doing dishes, going on a crash diet, and not feeling ready at all. Hell, I actually feel like decorating my room for the first time since I moved here in November.
Wish us luck and a safe journey!
1 comments:
Sounds like fun, have a safe and fun journey hun! :)
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